Would you paint me our perfect ending?
The prints we took on Saturday. I can't wait to hang out with her again. (:
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The love of my life.
I'm so in love with her. :D
I still remember that day. I woke up early in the morning to go over to her place. Fooled around & Joel screamed at her to ask her to shower & he wanted to use the comp. Haha, baby, being the hot-tempered one, slammed the door & yelled at him. I told her to go & shower, let him use the comp as promised. & she did. :) I'm amazed by the way the two of them would just pretend like nothing happened & be all okay again. Zel & I can't & I seriously admire that. So she started making her hair after showering & Joel asked about the online games thingy(if you did read my past entries), fucking funny. At this point of time, while I'm typing this, the whole scene replays & I miss Joel Lin. Well, definitely not more than I miss his sister. :) We got ready & all, went down to Bangkit then back to the train station. Down to Bugis & when we walked past the prints shop, I kept asking her to take with me but she don't want. So I gave her that pout look & she's like okay la okay la, let's go. Heh. :D I always winnnnn. Ha.
I wish everything would just stop there, baby. I miss you so much. I miss the way you would disturb me, try to find ways to hug & kiss me. I miss the way you insist that you win, insist that I should eat more & you eat less, insist that you're fatter than me 'cos you've got hiden fats, insist that you love me more than I love you, insist that we should compare who's eyes is smaller instead of bigger, insist that you should send me home. I miss that silly look on your face whenever I said something stupid, your angry face when I do something wrong. I even miss the way you would push up your glasses. I find it fucking silly but I miss them all baby. I've spent the whole afternoon, thinking what other ways is there to salvage this. I don't like the feeling of missing you so much, knowing that you're just beside me(mentally) & not being able to hold you. I hate it whenever I look at my cell, there isn't any phone calls nor texts. Even if there is, none of them is from you. I kept telling myself I've to learn to endure this 'cos baby's studying & I musn't complain. I don't deny I'm sick of waiting for you. But it's all worth while, really. I don't enjoy waiting but when it comes to you, I'm being fucking biased. I swear I'm going crazy. I guess I got so used to meeting you three times a week. Once a week isn't long enough to survive. & that one meeting was only two fucking hours. Baby if you don't know I'm always counting down to the hours till I see you again. :(
ARGH. I shouldn't complain, yes I shouldn't.
Fuckshit. >:(
English paper was aye-okay. I think it shouldn't be a problem. I think I would be able to pass. :D Shakers Fries after school! Oh shitshitshitshitshit. I just remembered I promised baby I wouldn't eat it unless it's with her. Oh fook man. Ok nevermind, I'll deal with it later. Anyhoos, shakers fries was good. Fucking hell, I wanted it so badly la ok. Hahah, 'cos Cel & Tammy eats it like everyday! & they always talk about it in their entries & all. Hahah. Sat around at BK. Printed the photos! Uber happy. :D Walked around, Sass & Yj left first. Bestaye & I walked around & went back at 3plus. (: Baby called just now while she was exchanging class. Aw, I still miss her so fucking much.
There're a lot more twits & minas in school. What is SJC becoming! >:( Gawd. It's totally spoiling the image, a lot more than before. And I think the prints are rather small ay? Ok random.
I'm gonna update my LJ & do some study for friday's social studies. Oh fuck & my art research! I'm motherfucking dead. Should I just skip school tmr? I hope SJ is skipping school. :D Hahah.
Words don't come easily baby.
Her: What are you doing?
Me: Nothing.
Her: What happened to you?
Me: Nothing.
Her: Why sian sian one?
Me: Huh, nothing la.
Her: Miss me ah?
Me: Mmhmm. ):
It gets harder everyday.
<3.
9:45 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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